Don't make me make decisions When there are really none to make None of you have shown me anything That would make me want to take Any steps at all But I don't want to try Neither should you Can't we all just have fun? Eventually my path Will become obvious to me (July 2000) "Do you think I really care?" Did I ask you? Did I? No, I never asked For all the crap You're shoving down my throat DO YOU THINK I REALLY CARE DID I ASK FOR YOUR LIFE STORY JUST ANSWER THE QUESTIONS I'M ASKING YOU AND WE'LL GET THIS THING DONE (July 2000) "I'll Give You" What kind of game Mind tricks on me Or on yourself Are you as hard As you want to pretend to be? So I'll give you What you think you want A friend, maybe a little more But when you see What you're really missing You won't want what I'm giving you You'll want more (July 29, 2000) "Does He Want" Everything I asked for I see possible in him Yet too soon to know I just don't know Does he want what I want? Does he too Wonder what it'd be like The beauty of of what could be But does he want me? I want the look, the words That tell me he wants me to stay Why am I so impatient So impatient to know (August 11, 2000) "The Temper in Me" This morning was a blowout You aggravated me I blew You're one of the only ones I show this side to That's the temper in me Seeping out again I yell because I know you'll yell right back Letting me release The temper the world thinks I lack Ever so calm But sometimes like today I let it all slip away I feel bad for hurtin you But you put me in my place Tell me I'm a bitch The rest of the world hardly sees this face (August 11, 2000) |